Roll wit da crew or meet the bottom of our nikes.

bringitx @ 2007-01-08T20:40:00

2007-01-09T02:33:04Z

The only reason i'm updating is because my boyfriend was bitching last night. See the comment on my last entry.

Well lets see, whats happened in the past like four months...

I got accepted everywhere I applied to. That was pretty sweet. I'm thinkin i'm gonna roll with Stetson, I got quite a large scholarship, which is nice. I'm pretty excited about the whole college thing, I walked through target yesterday and was picking out stuff for my non-existant dorm. I think I spelled that wrong. Whatever, because i'm still going to college haha.

SAM GOT RID OF HER VAN. I almost cried, in all seriousness.

I brought two of my c's up to b's. BALLER RIGHT THERE!

I dropped out of colorguard. Man, was that depressing. Like, at first guidance wouldn't let me drop out, which really ticked me off, but Mr. L was surprisingly cool about it. He was all like "don't worry, it's not a problem, i'll take care of everything, blah blah situation". I walked in there bawling my eyes out and walked out like smiling. I think that was like, a first. I walked out, and I thought about how guard pretty much characterized my whole high school career. I miss it. But at the same time, I have alot less stress, which is helping me do better in like everything. Very happy about that :)

Oh right! Christmas. I got a laptop. Thats all thats interesting. Its got a fingerprint scanner, which is baller as hell.

Some other stuff happened I don't remember.
YAY 2007!

Now here's the part where I brag about my boyfriend.:)
That boy means alot to me. It'll be a year next month, which is crazy, because it doesn't feel like that long...but at the same time, it kinda does. Make sense? Whatever.
Contrary to what some people seem to think, chasing after that boy for six months was not a bad thing. He's my best friend. We've never gotten in a fight or been upset with eachother. It's been almost a year and we still find things to talk about for like, an hour every night. He's best friends with all of my best friends. He can read my mind like CRAZY, and can tell when i'm upset when no one else can. He taught me how to let things go, and when to be upset and when to realize i'm overreacting about stuff. He points out things he likes about me I never even noticed before. And the best part is, we don't have to "do stuff" together everytime we hang out.
His ex-girlfriend is happy, i'm happy, and i'm hoping he's happy...so it all works out okay.
Hope you read this you slut.

I love you booface! xoxo

K thats it.

bringitx @ 2006-09-20T19:56:00

2006-09-21T00:29:28Z

Best quote ever:
"If you're gonna be mad, you can't have regrets."

Think about it.

It's a tradeoff.

Don't ditch your friends and expect them to be there for you when you come back. Sure, it would be a forgiving thing to do-but it's not their responsibility nor their duty to do so. They wouldn't be a bad friend, they'd be rational. Teaching you a lesson. You have to earn friendship, even the second time around .

Don't tell someone off rudely and expect to get a second chance or the least bit of respect. Especially if it has happened more than once, or if it was uncalled for in general. It's not the person's responsibility to forgive you or accept the fact that maybe you were having a bad day. It would be the nice thing to do, but not necessary. You have to earn respect and trust, it's not inherited.

Point is, treat everyone as if you don't have a second chance-and even if you do screw up, you can't regret it or "wish things would go back to the way they were", because quite honestly, you have to put the blame on yourself. I've done it. We've all done it at some point in time. Not saying i'm the best example of upholding this either-but that doesn't mean I don't at least try and apply it.

If the possible consequences outweigh the relief of releasing irrational behavior, then by all means-go for it. Sometimes the situation calls for it. Like I said-don't expect sympathy in the end.

This entry isn't meant to piss off anyone(nor is it directed at any particular person), just instill some thought.

& I got no regrets here:)

bringitx @ 2006-09-15T06:21:00

2006-09-15T10:26:09Z

So my birthday is next tuesday(sept 19th):). I'll be 17! ♥

Liz Cook: I went to your myspace thing and it wouldnt let me add you! www.myspace.com/megfreakinj (you add me)

bringitx @ 2006-08-08T19:04:00

2006-08-08T23:04:55Z

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
And believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, then let it.
Nobody said it would be easy.
They just promised that it would be worth it.

♥

happy senior year!

bringitx @ 2006-07-06T15:46:00

2006-07-06T19:49:12Z

haha wow, I haven't updated for a month, and don't really have anything to say.

Cept that I got my hatablockers onnnnnnn.

bringitx @ 2006-06-09T17:19:00

2006-06-09T21:26:39Z

alright, I don't mean to go all emotional on you guys, but I really thought I should share this :)

As most of you probably know, i'm a camp counselor this summer. I work with 5 year olds for 8 hours a day. It ain't always easy.

One of my kids has autism, or downs syndrome, I don't know-not really sure. The point is, as some of you may put it, is he's special.

In the pool, one of my other kids was playing with him the entire time. 2 hours. They just splashed eachother, and hugged eachother, and she would talk to him even though he didn't really respond. When I thanked her for being so nice to him, she said "He's my friend. You don't thank me for playing with anyone else-why should he be different?"

No lie. Exact words.

You learn alot from 5 year olds.

Alright. That's it. Just thought it was cute and felt the need to share, haha. Hope you guys are having an amazing summer.

bringitx @ 2006-05-31T03:46:00

2006-05-31T10:49:31Z

ALRIGHT SCRATCH THE LAST ENTRY.
For some gay reason I thought the SAT was on Thurs, when really, it's saturday. So staying up maxing out on ice cream the night before is out.
BUT-next weekend. YEAH. WOO.

Oh-and that means beach/disney/whatever we were doing on sat. is out as well for me.

If anyone wants to change their appearance to look like me and sub for me at work, that'd be cool.:) kthnx.

bringitx @ 2006-05-30T03:34:00

2006-05-30T10:37:20Z

Alright that's it-
this Friday night, we're getting ice cream and bringing it to my front yard. If you've got a problem with me, or someone else, come-because it's gonna be let out here. We all need to sit down and just talk for freakin once instead of talking behind backs (not trying to sound offensive-but we all do it). Let me know if you're all willing to end all this bull drama, and have a great last summer together. Thanks.

bringitx @ 2006-05-23T17:00:00

2006-05-23T21:20:56Z

Watch what you say around people.
& how you act.

It gets people's feelings hurt.
That's all.

bringitx @ 2006-05-17T16:55:00

2006-05-17T20:55:50Z

COLORGUARD PERFORMANCE TOMORROW NIGHT, WPHS GYM, @ 7PM :)
Support & come!

bringitx @ 2006-05-11T22:28:00

2006-05-12T02:34:39Z

Alright so it's 10:30 on Thursday night, and i'd just like to state a few things i'm major excited about. In no particular order.

1) MY JOB. No lie, I can't wait. The people working with me are so much fun, and it's cool to know that i'm only gonna be the second 16 year old counselor in the past 20 years or something. Not to mention getting paid to sleep overnight with them this weekend? Yeah, I can deal with that :)It's like having a bunch of older brothers and sisters. I've always been the oldest-you catch my drift.
2) THE BANQUET. The leadership position announcements. Even if I don't get it, I can't wait to see who will. It's gonna be my senior year. The banquet will kinda be my way to tell me who's gonna run it.
3) THE END OF SCHOOL. Cliche. I know. But seriously-WHO'S GONNA BE A SENIOR IN LIKE 2 WEEKS YEAHHH.
4) THE RAIN. I love rain. Seriously. Falling asleep to thunder makes my day/night/year/everything. It's the most relaxing thing on the planet, and running around afterschool jumping in puddles couldn't be more fun!

Wow. Talk about a good mood. Seriously-i'm not on medication.

bringitx @ 2006-05-07T19:22:00

2006-05-07T23:31:36Z

"If"-By Rudyard Kipling
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting you too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise.

If you can dream-and not make dreams your master;
If you can think-and not make thought your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And trest those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fool,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings-nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And-which is more-you'll be a Man, my son!

Think about it.

bringitx @ 2006-05-03T14:04:00

2006-05-03T21:09:22Z

Meghan got a job for the summer, has had a functional boyfriend for the past 3 months and counting, has pulled through junior year with a GPA of 3.55, AND i'm actually going to get my license soon (for real this time).

Someone pinch me. Plleaasseee.

bringitx @ 2006-04-19T16:46:00

2006-04-19T23:52:34Z

Yeah I update twice in one day. THAT COOL.
Prom pictures. It was a must.

(haha whattt the hell am I doing in this one?)

(my ladies!)

(My boyfriend looks like ghost.)

(HELL YES WE WENT TO 7-11 BEFORE PROM!)

(Of course. Charlies Angels is a MUST!)

(haha after prom, as you can tell from the fag expression on my face.)

(hahahaha)

(Yeah, I love them.)

(awwkdfbgjkxbdh)

(we were going for the cute boyfriend girlfriend picture. Failed. Horribly.)

(Hannah looks like a diva, and chelseas boobs look HUGE!)

(THIS WAS OUR AFTERPARTY YEAH!)

(self-explanatory)

(Hot shit what?)

Touche, and the end.

bringitx @ 2006-04-19T14:21:00

2006-04-19T21:22:45Z

I love that feeling at the end of the school year when you know you're done with all material, or you're on your last chapter, and you can look back on the school year and feel accomplished.

I'm gonna be a senior in like, 5 weeks.
This is ridiculous.

bringitx @ 2006-04-13T13:12:00

2006-04-13T20:22:26Z

Heads up before I offend anyone: I'm really happy for the Wind Ensemble. Seriously, I know it's a big honor, and I couldn't be happier for you. I hope you guys have an awesome time in Chicago. :)

But now time for the rant.

Alright, i'm sorry, but I live for marching season. I hate winterguard. Alot. Probably one of the only reasons I stay in is for marching season.
So I take a look at the marching season schedule for next year today and i'm not gonna lie, I got really disappointed. Cutting the drill down to like 30 pages? Marching practice ONCE A WEEK? The only marching practice we have is THURSDAY AFTERNOONS? One competition-no charter buses? Not going to state?
I can't even begin to explain how upset I am right now. What is the point of even having a marching season?
If I had known this past marching season that it would be the last time I would huddle underneath the bleachers with my friends while it rained at practice, or that it would be the last time I watched some cheesy Disney movie on the way to a competition in the middle of nowhere, I would've appreciated it alot more.

Like I said, I don't mean to offend anyone. At all. I'm not sitting here hating the wind ensemble for making into Midwest, because it's not their fault our marching season got demolished.
I'm upset because it's gonna be my senior year, and I don't even see a point in doing band at all during what's supposed to be my most memorable year. I'm not in chorus, i'm not going to New York. I'm not in Wind Ensemble, i'm not going to Chicago either. I don't have another chance next year.This is all I have, i've dedicated three years of high school to this so far, and I just feel like next year it's not gonna amount to the big dramatic climax I expected.

I wanted to go to FMBC and win state. I wanted to play the drum cadence all the way back to the charter bus.

Really, i'm not trying to sound selfish, so don't leave me hate comments.
Guess that's it.

bringitx @ 2006-04-09T14:45:00

2006-04-09T21:46:53Z

They played the time warp at prom.
My life is seriously complete.

Prom '06 was the best everrrrrrrr.

bringitx @ 2006-03-29T14:01:00

2006-03-29T22:19:07Z

Alright so I just wrote this huge emo entry that probably would have demolished all of your friend pages, read back over it, and deleted it.
Wanna know why?

Because when I get upset over stupid stuff like this, it's not any of your faults half the time. It's probably something stupid I did, even though I might not wanna admit it was all my fault. Something i'm gonna have to deal with one way or another, in some way shape or form, and i'm just gonna have to live with it because it's inevitable and nothing I can help.

If I say I don't feel like talking, and I don't talk back to you when I get like this, don't get offended. It's not because I don't think you can help me, it's because i'm probably thinking about what I need to do to make the situation better-and because I don't wanna burden anyone else with my stupid teenage drama problems because I do have some friends that are going through rough times right now and and would make mine look like absolutely nothing.

So lesson learned today. Touche to the formerly immature Meghan-Hello to the new and improved "Just learn to suck up your pride and say sorry once in a while" Meghan.

In other news, i'd like to say that my boyfriend is great. Not even kidding. I love to argue with him over stupid stuff and then hit him when i'm right, and i'm pretty sure he finds great joy in making fun of me every chance he can. Month and a half down babyyy. Think he'll make it over the two month hump? Haha.

Cyaaaa.
PS: Proms in less than two weeks.
INTENSE!

bringitx @ 2006-03-27T11:24:00

2006-03-27T16:25:52Z

I'm updating from school right now. No lie.
I got a new phone. And a dress for prom.

If you want the number/see a picture, leave me a comment and let me know:)

bringitx @ 2006-03-10T15:14:00

2006-03-11T03:17:25Z

Please someone else tell me they found these funny so I don't go to hell.

bringitx @ 2006-03-06T17:50:00

2006-03-07T01:51:12Z

why can't I stop smiling this is ridiculoussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

bringitx @ 2006-02-27T16:54:00

2006-02-28T00:55:30Z

Oh my god, if you have cingular, you can get a text message sent to your phone whenever you get a new comment/friend request on myspace.
What is this world coming to. Seriously.

bringitx @ 2006-02-23T14:29:00

2006-02-23T19:38:39Z

Picture entry of everything in my photobucket account because I am bored.

bringitx @ 2006-02-15T17:31:00

2006-02-16T01:37:45Z

WHERE?: Sam's mexican van.
WHEN?: Valentine's Day.
WHAT?: New boyfriend.
WHY?: ...Yay!

bringitx @ 2006-02-13T15:26:00

2006-02-13T23:26:52Z

<td align="center"> Meghan --
[adjective]:

Sexually stunning

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

haha, that's rightt.